holy crud! i didn't realize that it's been two months almost since i last posted here.... whoops! been spending too much time over on DOA! haha. i shall do an update laters but for now i'm selling a crap ton of manga!

now before you all freak out due to the size of the list i'm in no way shape or form getting out of the hobby! in fact this only puts a small dent in my collection, but i'm moving at the end of this month and i dread packing it alls up. so i've decided to sell some of the series that either i don't reread anymore, have lost interest in, or never liked to begin with.

price wise i would love to get about $3 for the singles and between $10-20 for the complete series ($10 being for the smaller complete series and $15-20 for the larger ones). BUT! that being said this at the moment is a MAKE ME AN OFFER deal!! I WILL LEAVE THIS UP UNTIL TUESDAY MAY 10TH AND THEN IT WILL MOVE TO EBAY.

shipping would be about $2 for a single vol and then i'd hafta calculate for any additional volumes added on. for any of you living right here in Savannah i have no issue hand delivering it to ya jus lemme know.

so anywhoo take a look and let me know if yer interested in anything! and like i said MAKE ME AN OFFER!!

( The Sales List )

case in point new DOCs Cyma and Dustin

THEY ARE SO FUCKING CUTE!!! i seriously want Cyma!!! and i love how Dustin is like a lil mini version of the Ducan molds! too bad his eyes are like uber creepy XD;; some people are saying Cyma is mini Camine and i can kinda see it but then again.....

ugh! why must they tease me so! ::adds to the doll list:: XD;; i swear my list is never gonna get smaller.....

speaking of smaller besides the JIDs by Iplehouse i'd never really liked the MSD molds as much but now there's these guys and those new ones from Angelheim and..... it's like everyone is coming out with these irresistible molds lately!! pretty sure the wish list is longer than it's ever been.... now if only BuddyDoll would resurface..... XD;;

oh wow lj is so sadly neglected! b-but there are too many shinnies over on DOA so.... XD;;

got attacked by a full on narutard today at work. i mean the kid had the goggles, eye make up and ninja village head band thing and everything. he then went on to tell me about how he was buying stuff for his son (mind you the guy looked about 20) who had come up with this epic idea to have a battle with his friends involving foam weapons. why i had to hear the "life story" i dunno. but then he had to ask his "wife" (no ring here people) if he could get said weapons.... why do i always get to help the crazies? XD;;

also i'm supposed to be catching up in the jpop world but instead i've been finding new British music.... i know i fail.... XD;; i'm ridiculously addicted to Ellie Goulding's album! can not stop playing it! check out some of her stuff:

Guns and Horses
Starry Eyed
Under the Sheets
Your Song
The Writer

slight announcement:

I NOW HAVE A FACEBOOK

that's right i finally caved. got sick and fucking tired of hearing shit like "oh you wouldn't know you're not on facebook" and other lines of bull fucking shit. also got sick and tired of not being able to have a single conversation without hearing the whining "you need a facebook" blah blah blah. and yeah this has turned into a bitch post. but i got pushed over the edge so that's what it is. i still don't see a point in this and i prolly never will but whatever now there is no fucking reason for people to keep me in the dark based on a goddamn facebook.

be advised that i won't be on that site every day cause i seriously don't see a point to consistently checking to see what Mary Sue has done every five seconds and i will use my lj more for the oh i dunno real stuff going on in my life. it's where i feel comfortable and to be quite honest if i bottle up shit and don't share it on lj where it's somewhat protected versus where the whole world and their 6 year old sister can see then i'm not really gonna do it. there's too much that i don't even share here tis just the way i am. no matter how outgoing i become that shyness bottle it up thing is just the one thing i can't seem to shake. and right now i'm not even using lj as much as i used too. too much time spent looking at shiny things over on DOA..... XD;;

so yeah that's what i wanted to share. sorry if this makes everyone mad but at this point i don't care. also i'm super tired from work so i only looked up a couple of people for right now i'll look for more laters.... maybe.... XD;;

so i think i've made a decision. a game plan if you will of what to do once my lease runs out in May. so here it is: i'm thinking about moving to Atlanta.

i have several reasons/thoughts behind this. main one being that i just need to get out of Savannah. too much has happened here and i dunno i feel that itching again. that need for a change. but it also happens to do with the fact that there are no opportunities here. versus Atlanta where i could possibly get a part time job at the aquarium or hell even jus volunteer there and get some more experience until i figure out what the hell i wanna do with my life. cause that's just the thing. i have no clue. and i'm getting extremely frustrated by the fact that every single job listed right now wants you to have a master's degree. that or is an unpaid internship and i have no rich parents or a sugar daddy to help me out. it's not like i expected to find something right away but it is disappointing to see virtually nothing for those of us with jus mere bachelor degrees. and unfortunately i don't know what type of research i want to do for grad school let alone where and who i want to study under.

my other reason is that i know people up there. i have quite a few friends in that area already which is a plus. cause i apparently broke myself. i used to be jus fine on my own cause well i always was. but i guess i got too used to have people around down here like Amber and Taisa when she was here. nearly everyone i know has left Savannah cause of graduating, etc. and to be honest being alone after everything that's gone down in this town jus is not working for me at alls. and trying to fake happiness is not working either.

so yeah that's the plan right now. course it all depends on if i can transfer to a TRU up there and then there's the money aspect of moving, etc. but we'll see how that is closer to May and go from there. personally i feel like this is a pretty mature decision and it's nice to have something to i dunno look forward to. yeah. plus i don't have anything holding me here and definitely not my job. got screwed over yet again and it got me thinking and led me here. won't go into the details and i really don't know why i'm surprised after alls this time but you know i am. so yeah that's the current thought process and well like i said not set in stone or anything but no worries i will let you know once i figure things out!!


but! moving on! so Saturday was fun! we had a tea party doll meet up here at my place and it became a fun game of how many people can i fit in the apartment? haha. actually we did pretty good and the best part was no crazy people looking for reasons to kick us out! XD;; i thought for sure the kids would be non existent due to the number of people. like i figured Mayu and Kru would be around for the first group but then would flee once more came, but no! they stuck it out the whole time and got more attention than the dolls did!! Mayu especially was a total ham (she was like rollin on the floor!! haha) and made some new friends. over all it was a good time and i can't wait for the next one. wish it wasn't so long in between them..... XD;;

also!! i freaking LOVE pill pockets!! or at least at the moment i do until he figures them out anyway..... i've been feeling like this awful horrible mother having to shove pills down the world's worst wiggle worm EVER!! silly Zebra! but yesterday i invested in some of those pill pockets and so far so good. it's cute cause he eats it and then looks at me like "that's it mom? i only get one?" haha. hopefully he won't figure it out for a while ::crosses fingers:: cause otherwise i almost wanna jus go back to the steroid shots.....

so first!



doctor ratings


all big bells and whistles and everything!! i had wanted to do this post on 1/11/11 cause ya know it's alls ones but alas i fail.... haha.

okay so my previous post was the big meltdown of 2010. too much shit happening and i may have said some things i shouldn't have i dunno anymore... but!! the way i see it 2011 can only get better!! it is going to be an awesome year i can jus sense it! XD;;

and so as is traditional the list of goals that i truly intend to meet but prolly won't even get to half of..... otherwise known as new years resolutions! XD;; not too many really and they're pretty much the same as every year. also really not in any particular order at alls i'm too tired to try (been up since the ass crack of 4:30am thank you inventory! XD;;) so we'll do this in letters instead this year.

A) find a job in my field/figure out what the hell i'm gonna do with my life
B) get in shape and i dunno eat somewhat betters
C) figure things out
D) attempt a savings of some sort
E) get a car.... er already did that.... so make car awesome!

i know there was more but eh as i said i'm runnin on 6 hours of sleep in the last two days can't really muster up too much more.... i swear if Mr. Cold comes back....

oh! also before the energy burst fails me completely took the kids all in to get their shots so we're alls caught up with that and with the exception of Zebra's gum problem (we've got new pills to try for that!) they're alls in good health. so the weigh in

*Kru = 19.7 lbs (only 0.2 up from last year so this looks like his happy spot!)
*Kairi = 16.5 lbs (the piglet didn't gain too much! o.0)
*Mayura = 12.8 lbs (still such a lil baby... XD;;)
*Zebra = 10.3 lbs (lil big boy!)

i still can't believe that Z is already a lil over a year old and the triplets are gonna be 5 years old this year! crazy! still doesn't seem like i've really been here in Savannah for five years.....

so finally got some time to take pictures of my new car in the SUN! lately i've been coming home in the dark.... haha.

anywho so again she's a 2006 Chevy HHR. the color is debatable as i say it's more of a dark gray and the dealer said blue..... i've been told maybe it's like the color of the sky..... kinda like how there's blue cats..... haha. finally named her too that only took like a week! so it's Sia (pronounced Se-ah). i think it suits her well. on with the pictures!

( Sia the Chevy HHR )


the awesome bumper stickers on the back are the logo to some cafe in Lansing that Seth sent me after my last visit there. i especially love the pink one cause of how much it pops. the color name btb for that one was Psycho Barbie Pink XD;; so far Sia is pretty lame in that that's all she has. eventually i plan to do more.

OMFG WHY DO I HAFTA WAIT A YEAR FOR THIS?!?!?!?! I WANNA SEE IT NOW!!! i'm so freaking excited for this!!! Parakiss!!! XD;;


also anyone wanna write an essay on the Scarlet Letter for me?!?!?! please?!?! XD;; le sigh i put it off too long as usual but eh just one more day of class!! yay! haha.

this is total and complete utter procrastination on my part, but i dug up this old writing meme i did waaaaaaay back in this post and thought i'd see what it's like with some of the newer more cemented characters from my many stories floating through my head. my imagination's a strange place so should be interesting.... XD;;


Choose twelve of your original characters, in any particular order. Then, answer the questions that follow, but DON'T LOOK AT THE QUESTIONS BEFORE YOU PICK THE CHARACTERS!

1. Duncan
2. Mirren
3. Caedmon
4. Kaitan Runne
5. Lealu
6. Kane
7. Kannon
8. Nikkaydes
9. Theaon
10. Jelus
11. Maron
12. Belveron Boderox

*charas used = 1-3 the Southern Continent, 4-5 the Lunar Child, 6 the X enigma, 7 untitled Kannon/Nine's story, 8-9 the Myst series, 10 untitled cupid story, 11-12 untitled Maron/Castio's story


( castles with wings and other imaginaries )


oh speaking of writing i decided to try and attempt NANO this year and it was a total and utter failure. i'm giving up.... maybe next year....

i was listening to this in the car on the way home after work and it totally cheered me up



can you believe it's already been 5 years since this single came out?!?!? so crazy it totally doesn't feel like it's been that long since Nobuta.... it's definitely one of those songs that will never get old! haha

also thanks to Julie i found these clips on youtube when i was looking for KT's new single of Hyde and Ken from L'Arc when they were on KAT-TUN's show back in 2007 and seriously how the hell did i never see these?!?!?! fucking hilarious!! they are the biggest dorks i swear. Hyde looks so cool and then he opens his mouth.... XD;; PART 01 and PART 02 if ya wanna see em!

ah good ol jpop always puttin me in a better mood! i need to catch up sooooo bad!!! once i get my laptop up and running i swear!! haha. i also now have this sudden urge to watch "Moon Child"..... XD;;